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First attempt at changing for the new year.



Bleaching my hair out completely.



Then dying it a pretty shade of red.



Lets hope it works?



I haven't attempted to bleach my hair since 8th grade.

I'm single again.



Yay?

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MasterMindedFate
23:29 Dec 30 2009

nothing lasts forever,welcome to the single life.

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voodoochile
23:52 Dec 30 2009

Don't worry, you are talented, pretty and smart. A lucky guy will be along soon, I am sure ;)

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birra
00:02 Dec 31 2009

Hey, there are worse things.



At least you didn't get married. Yeesshkkk...

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Vampirewitch39
02:36 Jan 02 2010

What birra said. Or have a child...

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My life is in a bit of a upheaval.

Boyfriend and I are having issues. I don't think it will last all that much longer.



I think a lot of this has to do with the fact I so desperately love Sean that it blinds me from being able to have a relationship with anyone else. What I need to do is get to Minnesota or he needs to get here so I can have my closure.



On a similar note. I'm sick of my real life friends trying to be my relationship counselors.

Telling me that going to Minnesota to see him would be stupid and only hurt me in the end and that I need to stick with what I have here.

Or it is those that tell me I am not worth what I am going through right now with the lies from the boyfriend.



For once, I wish people would back the fuck up out of my life and let me figure this out. I have an idea as to what I need to do. I didn't ask my friends for advice, I am being given it anyways. -.-



I have been sleeping oddly lately. I don't get much sleep, but I feel amazing when I wake up. I don't know if this is good or bad.



Only a few days left in this year...where did it go?



I can't say this year was all that bad, but it wasn't that great.



I am looking forward to a few changes in next year.



Listening to Ave Maria. I may have abandoned my religion a few years back, but this song still sticks with me. It has so much meaning to me. Brings me to tears almost instantly.



Last night I got a fortune cookie. The fortune meant a lot to me. lol



"If you refuse to accept anything but the best, you very often get it."



That one is a keeper. :)

bah fucking humbug



my eye is swollen and i have a fever.



-.-

Is it bad that today...I'm not in the mood to deal with my boyfriend?



o.O

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Vampirewitch39
21:41 Dec 15 2009

Nah... it is normal.

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Idiosyncrasy
04:43 Dec 18 2009

Wait till you're married....Lol.

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*sings happy birthday to myself*



^^

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BillytheJust
06:25 Dec 13 2009

*Making it a duo* ... Happy Birthday to you, Happy ...

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BleedingMassacre
06:32 Dec 13 2009

Happy Birthday Ab's



Big Cuddles

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immortalxkiss
07:29 Dec 13 2009

Happy birthday!

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Vampirewitch39
23:44 Dec 13 2009

Happy Birthday TOOOOOOO YOOOOOOOOOUU!

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Freyja
19:37 Dec 30 2009

Happy Belated Birthday

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Hmmm



10am.



And my mother wants me to walk down to the store to get her something.



But then has the balls to yell at me.



Now I ain't going. She can kiss my ass. I don't have to walk to the store for her, she has a fucking car.



She can drive down there and get her shit.

I hate my body.



And I hate living in the country more.



Normally I would just ask for a painkiller when I'm like this...but we don't live together anymore.



Soooo I ask my little brother if he knows anyone.



Fuck that shit. I ain't paying 2 bucks for one fucking painkiller.



*downs more motrin*

>:(

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LadyDarkRayne
19:01 Dec 08 2009

Aww sorry your hurtin. Hugs

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Freyja
17:36 Dec 11 2009

*Hugs*

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